He Won't Let Go

There are times I shut myself in, and purposely create distance. The hurt deep down is worse when you're on your own, but sometimes feeling the agony is like a reality shock. It wakes one up to the dire situation of the soul, and it helps keep me sane. I grieve Him, because though I trust Him, I don't know how long it'll be till I feel life flowing in my veins again. I am of little faith it seems sometimes. Forgive me Lord for pushing You away these past few days. These are carnal feelings that I cannot escape, but I will stay beneath You wings and find my shelter, comfort, and healing from You. So I will not dwell upon my temporary misery, rather I shall refocus my eyes upon my eternal Savior.


This song is one I've always wished someone would sing to me, that they would promise me forever. The truth is the only one who could ever eternally mean this is my King, and there's none other I desire more..because He won't let go<3